im sorry you had some bad times this year. But there is always next year and hopefully things will look up. I was feeding an outside cat ( bootsie) For over a year now and she just suddenly went poof. It kills me not knowing if she is ok or just in a warm home. All in all Hopefully when the hobbit is made and comes out you can come back to the city and we can all go and it see it like we did for trilogy tuesday!