*sigh*

Mum and I are on the phone right now (as I type) crying our eyes out. We're just tired out and at the end of our rope. We just dunno what to do anymore. Dad's gonna help us phone up the Family Crisis center or health or whatever.

We've been turned down by welfare. We have to give up absolutely everything to get help.

I can't bare mum crying. It breaks my heart.

[eta] Thanks to everyone for their love and support. It means more than you know. I'll try and reply as soon as I can, I just gotta focus on this with mum today. We've phoned the center and left a message with one of the people who deals with this situation, we're just waiting for a call back. We've also calmed down a lot and I'll probably go back to bed. I didn't get to sleep until after 3am and woke up at about 6:45 am.

Late

( thoughts about tonights Lost )

Again thank you everyone for your kind thoughts and words earlier, it means so much that you care. I've felt like I've been up for 24 hours or longer so I'm going to try and take another nap. Apologies for taking a while to reply to your comments, I'll get to them sometime.

The center/service that mum called hasn't called back. Mum left another message so that's that. If they don't call back by tomorrow we'll probably go down.

I gave Coda a bath earlier, she wasn't too thrilled, but now she's beside me snoozing away. I'm not fooled, it's her dinner time and she's just here to remind me of it.