Bunny Love

Happy Birthday, Sam Winchester!!! <3


Sam: Why thank you!

I created two RSS feeds for Heroes because I'm lazy and don't want to visit the sites each day, so why not read them on your FL? I hope I created them right, I've never done this before.

heroestvnews and heroeschronicle.

and if you love to cook and love latin food, check out boriqua_blog. ;D

Now I go to bed and read and then sleep. Tomorrow gremmie_goo and I are going to go to a shelter and look at cats. We're just looking although knowing myself I'll probably bring someone home. I can't believe it's almost been a month since I lost my Coda, so we're just going to get ideas. *cough* Oh, and mum doesn't know about this, so no one tell. LOL

Night!

I've been trying to make this entry for the better part of the day, but every time I open up my client I can't think of what to write. I feel as if nothing I say will really convey what I really feel, but I'm sure anyone who has lost a loved one knows what I mean by this.

But what I can say a big heartfelt thank you to everyone for their comments and love in my last post. It really did help, even if I haven't said anything. I just want to be a hermit right now and hopefully take my mind off of things. I keep thinking that she's just asleep in the sun room or on the couch, but then I remember she isn't and it breaks my heart. Mum's been pretty sad all day as well. It'll take a bit for things to sink in really and get used to not seeing her around. It was like that with Jackson when he first left us. I kept thinking he was just over at dad's.

Eowyn, however, has been bouncing around and being a little terror all day. She's sniffed around and sort of made a tour of our place, but otherwise she doesn't seem sad at all. If anything I could almost think she was happy. I think she knew/knows and isn't too upset that she's gone. It's amazing what animals can do and think.

Again, thank you everyone for your kind thoughts and words, it means a lot to me. I may or may not reply, I dunno.

Last night I realized that when we adopted Coda we adopted her in April, so it's kinda odd how things like that work out. We got to have her for almost exactly 6 years.

It feels as if there's a bowling ball in my gut as I write this and I'm trying not to hyperventilate either, but I don't think I can ignore the facts.

Coda isn't doing well. The past two weeks she hasn't been moving around like she used to and she's peeing on the floor just where she lays. And now mum and I have noticed that she's not eating much. For those of you who know her (either through here or in real life) you know that's not good. It's all about the food for this cat.

She's 16 (17 on May 4th) and almost 30 pounds. Not healthy I know (and if you say that it's bad and that you're killing your cat I'll get pretty angry, I know it's bad, I know she needs to drop the weight) and we've been struggling to get her weight down for so long, but it's just not coming off, because she doesn't move around like younger cats, even with the diet food and all that.

And now mum is going to try and get a vet appointment for next week. I'm so scared, the last time we took anyone to the vet it was Jack, and he had to be put down. I'm so scared that this will be the same.

I'm going to try and work on my report for art class. We have to do a report/history on an artist and I thought I'd do mine on Kurt Halsey.

Guys, if you have any furries please read the following article and the list of pet food that has been recalled:

http://www.menufoods.com/recall/
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/17754681/wid/11915773?GT1=9145

Mum and I were feeding Coda and Eowyn one of the brands on the list, but not everyday. We buy a few brands and one of them was on the list. They seem ok, Eowyn is bouncing around and Coda is still snoozing away 24/7. The only thing that's different is that Coda's taken to peeing outside of her box all the time now. We're keeping an eye on that, but she does seem fine. I poked her and she got annoyed. ^_^

Kinda reminds me of someone.

I'm in love with Jensen Ackles ass freckles. I just love them to death. I want to hunt them down on set and just yell at him "I LOVE YOUR FRECKLES AND SLEEP WITH ME!" Think he'll go for it?

What's been going on in my life. Not a hell of a lot, just a lot of stressful and depressing and exciting things.

We need a new car. Unfortunately our little 1991 Subaru doesn't agree with my mum. The car itself is fine, but it's mum's knee. She's in agony. She's not getting better she's getting worse. It's getting to the point where she can't walk or drive. It's terrible. The pain is putting a major drain on her mentally and physically. Since the car is a standard she has to use the clutch with her bad knee. She hates driving and dad won't let us use his car for more than a few days (it's an automatic) before he wants it back. He wanted his car back the last time because he missed having AC. I'm not kidding.

LMFAO Sam just glued Dean's hand to a beer bottle. XD Sorry, watching reruns of Supernatural as I type this up.

Anyhoo, the drugs she was on did absolutely nothing and her doctor is out of town for the week. She's been to the clinics ect and no one has a clue on what to do. Her doctor doesn't really seem to realize the amount of pain she's in and doesn't really do anything or care. She just brushes it off most of the time, so mum needs to look for a new doctor. She doesn't want to, but no one is giving her results or better care. If pills don't help then a shot or something. We don't know the results of her back x-rays yet because of her doc being out of town right now, but maybe that'll yield some better results.

I don't know. The whole situation is just so frustrating. There's nothing I can do about it. I take the bus most of the time anyway, but driving for her is just become so painful. There's no bus route near her work, so she has to drive. We looked through the classifieds in the paper and the cheapest standard that's just a basic little car was $2000. No chance of us getting that money any time soon. I guess we could sell the car, I'm not sure. The whole situation is just frustrating.

Mum told me to see if I could get approved for a Yaris. They have a special deals on 2006 modles for students. Couple of problems: a) don't have the money b) I don't have a lisence. LOL How can I get a car without one?

Work has been... not the greatest. Nothing customer wise or anything like that, it's just since the assistant manager who basically ran our store left our manager has no clue what she's doing now. Things are pretty stressful there and all we can do is laugh and shake our heads at it.

( Kingdom Hearts )

As my last entry showed the raccoons are still around. They're a blast to watch just roll around out there. They make their rounds through the neighbourhood and stop in our backyard to play. I guess their den must be near here because they have this whole route they follow.

They still want to come in and they do when we have the door open, but then we shoo them out. Sorry, guys no steak here. Or whatever they eat. One of the families sent a baby up the apple tree to the bird feeder to knock peanuts down to the rest. Cunning buggers, aren't they?

Registration for school is in a few days. I'm nervous but excited. I just don't know what days I'm going to need to book off from work yet. I won't be making as much money, which worries me because we're not really getting by even now. I told mum I wouldn't go to school this year, but she said no I have to. She just feels so bad about our whole situation and just wants me to get going. I'm just hoping dad can help out. I have to get some new school supplies and a new pair of pants for work, I'm hoping he'd spot me $100 for stuff.

( Superman Returns )

( Coda and her post attack-ness... yeah. :P )

My winky (Eowyn) just came in!!! :D *goes to cuddle with her*

[eta] forgot to say that for you Starbucks latte lovers we got our shipment of Pumpkin Spice, they'll be back at the end of the month! :)

Hence the new layout.

I've never switched layouts so fast as long as I've been on LJ. I really did like the other POTC layout I just had, but there were a few things that bugged me that I couldn't fix without having to recode the entire thing, and I just didn't feel like that. This layout I love! I was able to tweak everything to my liking tonight.

So this is what I got. Norrington Turner Sparrow. Because that? Is some nice pretty.

I HAVE THANK YOU'S!

nikitas_lair - THANK YOU! For the KOH EE DVD and bear! That is so sweet of you and I hope to watch it this weekend. *hugs tight*

weasleyswit - THANK YOU! For sending me the issue of TV Guide and the note. That really meant a lot, so thank you.

gremmie_goo - I already said thank you, but I wanted to let you know that your b-day pressie to me got me seasons 1 and 2 of the X-Files. *smish* I love it when Future Shop has a sale on.

Everyone else - Thanks for being who you guys are. :)

I've been pretty busy these past few days. Mum and I are currently doing a whole clean out of our place. We're just trying to de-clutter everything and we have a ton of clutter. Some area's you can't even walk in because we have so much crap.

I want to sell a few on my LOTR action figures. It hurts me to part with them, but I have no room for all, so I'm just going to keep the ones I really really love. Does anyone know a place where I could check out how much they're of value? I want to post some on eBay, or if anyone wants first dibs let me know (but I don't know what I'm selling quite yet).

Things are getting a bit better. I still get sad, but mostly now I'm happy that he's not suffering. It's been the hardest on my dad since Jack lived with him when my mum and dad split, but he's getting better. Mum and I are trying to convince him to get a fish for now. We may get him a dog for Christmas, but we'll see.

The skunk has been coming around again. I saw him going down our walkway and he was huge! Cute as hell though.

I'm worried about Coda. Over the past couple of days she's started pee'ing everywhere. On the rug, couch and floor. The thing is she still makes the box sometimes, so I'm wondering if she's sick or is just being lazy. I hope she's alright. Mum and I can't afford to take her to the vet and spend hundreds of dollars on tests. She does need to loose weight and we're working on that, but we're hardly seeing any results. Does anyone have any kitty diet suggestions?

A woman came by on Sunday and asked if I could do a survey with her about what kind of magazines I read, radio I listen to, ect. She gave me a huge booklet to fill out (more like just check off what applies to me) and she'll pick it up Wednesday. The best part? I get $30 for it! The booklet took me about an hour to fill out, so $30 for an hours work? Not bad. And it's legit. I have her card and I looked up the company on the intrawebs to make sure.

I also set up my LJ Guestbook! Feel free to sign if you want. :)

I want to see Pirates again.

Tonight I went to my first Firefly/Serenity meet up. It was nice and I met some nice people. I also met some of the people that are organizing Serenity Now/Equality Now.

I now am in charge of selling 9 tickets to the event. If you want to attend then see this post and let me know, if you don't want to/can't attend but want to help me out, buy a ticket through me and help me out. No pressure. ;)

Today a squirrel decided to come in and visit. Well, it really wanted peanuts, but I got confused and took a tour of our place. At one point it jumped right over Coda's head. I wasn't home at the time, but mum said it was hilarious. She didn't know what to do. She was sound asleep and them BAM! squirrel jumping over your head.

Coda just set herself on fire.

Ok, well not fire fire, but every year for her birthday we put a candle in her dinner. Usually she just looks around like 'WTF?!' and backs off. I guess this year her tummy ruled over safety. The second I put the dish down with the candle she dug in, not caring about the bit of fire in her food. Now she has some singed eyebrow wiskers and a singed patch of fur on her head and she hasn't even noticed.

I... yeah. *facepalm*

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