Time goes forward

[bunnylove]

I've been trying to make this entry for the better part of the day, but every time I open up my client I can't think of what to write. I feel as if nothing I say will really convey what I really feel, but I'm sure anyone who has lost a loved one knows what I mean by this.

But what I can say a big heartfelt thank you to everyone for their comments and love in my last post. It really did help, even if I haven't said anything. I just want to be a hermit right now and hopefully take my mind off of things. I keep thinking that she's just asleep in the sun room or on the couch, but then I remember she isn't and it breaks my heart. Mum's been pretty sad all day as well. It'll take a bit for things to sink in really and get used to not seeing her around. It was like that with Jackson when he first left us. I kept thinking he was just over at dad's.

Eowyn, however, has been bouncing around and being a little terror all day. She's sniffed around and sort of made a tour of our place, but otherwise she doesn't seem sad at all. If anything I could almost think she was happy. I think she knew/knows and isn't too upset that she's gone. It's amazing what animals can do and think.

Again, thank you everyone for your kind thoughts and words, it means a lot to me. I may or may not reply, I dunno.

Last night I realized that when we adopted Coda we adopted her in April, so it's kinda odd how things like that work out. We got to have her for almost exactly 6 years.

Comments

[shimmeryelf.livejournal.com]

♥

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

<3

[shimmeryelf.livejournal.com]

Oooh. I like the icon.

By the way, Eowyn may start being sad later on. So just watch out for it. I know it took my cat awhile to really notice that the other one wasn't there anymore. <3

[araestel.livejournal.com]

*hugs* It's a horribly and lonely feeling to lose someone you love so much and loves you unconditionally in return.

I'm so very sorry for your loss. Just try to remember the good times and let those memories ease the ache.

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Thank you.

[ramdonomo.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't worry about replying so much, lovely girl. :) Everyone knows how you feel. You just said so.

*LOVE*

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

:) Thanks, hon.

[elvensapphire.livejournal.com]

If anything I could almost think she was happy.

She's head of the house now, baby! Evil, conniving, wonderful little thing. At least it's something to smile at, even if it's...devious of her.

*clings* You don't have to reply, sweetheart. We're here for you.

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

Actually one of her nicknames is evil. She is evil, the devil sent her too us masked as a cute little kitten.

*hugs*

[moondropz.livejournal.com]

*Sending big hugs* I lost my dog about a year back-and I know how much we miss him still. It's something that stays with you-I hope you feel better sweetie-it just really sucks no matter how you look at it.
*Huggles*

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

It does and it's unfortunate part of life. :( Thank you.

[moondropz.livejournal.com]

Sad but true. I guess my feelings on this is that I'm glad I had the time with them rather than to have never known them. They give so much joy, and on the flip side there's such heartache to lose them. But the joy is stronger ;-P And I'll never regret having my Cody. It's hard though.
*Hugs you* ♥

[uomodo.livejournal.com]

this is heartbreaking :( we will all miss precious little coda and her antics

im so sorry bonnie :(

*big hugs*

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

Thanks, hon. *hugs back*

[gremmie-goo.livejournal.com]

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

*clings*

I think Eowyn is sad, but she's trying to look happy for you guys and make you guys smile. It's what animals do best! :D

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

I love you! You were such a help and strength to me, I swear I would have just sobbed myself into a prune if you weren't there. :P

[shaibitch.livejournal.com]

Sending {{BIG HUGS}} I know how it feels:( I'm sure you're familier with this but the vet sent it to us again after Emmett passed on and it's so sweet.

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much, hon. That really is a gorgeous poem.

[shaibitch.livejournal.com]

You're welcome:)

[deadwillwalk.livejournal.com]

I meant to say something in your last post. I am so sorry that she's gone. At least she's in a better place now. I know how it is to lose an animal, one that you love like family. It sucks and the pain never really goes away. *huge hug* She's thanking you from kitty heaven, because she's at peace now. You did the right thing in not being selfish. ♥

[digitalsprawl.livejournal.com]

*squish*