Supernatural 5.17

[bunnylove]

You have reached the voicemail of: I... I don't understand this. Why do you want me to say my name? *beep beep boop beep* LMFAO!!! Cas, a piece of cardboard may be more lively than you, but you kill me sometimes.

Drunk!Sammy and Drunk!Cas in the same episode!!! \o/

Dean: Where the hell have you been?
Cas: On a bender.
Dean: Did- did he just say on a bender?
Sam: Yeah, he's still pretty smashed.
Cas: It is not of import.

Whore of Babylon! Woo!

It's funnier in Enokian. LOL. There's some good one liners in this episode.

Sam of course is an abomination. Poor Sammy, it's not his fault he has demon blood, a fucked up childhood, addicted to demon blood, killed, brought back to life, screwed over by a demon and is the vessel of Lucifer. And I thought my life was shit.

Dean is a servant of Heaven? I believe and don't believe that. AND YES YOU ARE TOTALLY THINKING SOMETHING MICHAELISH STUPID YOU STUPID WINCHESTER!!


..............................um, wtf was that ending there? I don't know what the hell that was or what the hell that added to... anything.

Comments

[midnightwhisper.livejournal.com]

That whole Lisa and Ben thing at the end felt random. It wouldn't be so random if Ben was his kid. He isn't right? I really can't remember. But I guess they wanted a "touchy-feely goodbye before I let Michael run around in my body" scene with somebody other than Sammy and pulled those two out of the dust.

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

Nope, not his kid and yes, it was completely random. Hell, I would have liked it better if they had him go... well, I'm not sure, but just not that.

[girlgeek.livejournal.com]

Did they ever explicitly say not his kid? I got the impression that she might have lied to make it easier for Dean to leave again.

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it was just put in there so dean could be flaky and have a flaky reason for giving up and saying yes.

FLAKY FLAKY HYPOCRIT DEAN YOU STUPID WINCHESTER.

In other words, I agree completely. =\

[elvensapphire.livejournal.com]

I know I'm totally in the minority with this, but I actually understood why Dean did what he did throughout this episode, even in going to Lisa. I get why the fandom is like "ZOMG WTF SO RANDOM I HATECHU," but...I feel like it makes sense for who Dean is and, maybe even moreso, WHERE he currently is as a person. He's shattered and he doesn't have anything left. All he ever wanted was a family, the ability to take care of someone and be appreciated it for it, to be happy by making someone else happy. And for most of his life, he pinned that on Sam. Then, in Heaven, look at what he saw of Sam's memories: Sam leaving, Sam being independent, Sam being away from him. Dean is terribly insecure, and even though those memories were purposely manipulated, it made Dean realize that Sam never needed him the way he needed Sam. I think he's blown it way out of proportion because he's so terribly lost, but he's seeing it as Sam NEVER needing him (which just isn't true). And, knowing our Dean, he turned that into "I failed." He thinks he failed Sam, he failed their family, he never did anything right in trying to keep them together, in taking care of Sam, in making them happy. Dean's so desperate for that connection, his mind automatically turned to a place where he's probably pinned it before, even though he maybe hasn't set it out loud, and that's on Lisa and Ben. Is she some kind of great love of his life? Of course not. But it's the idea that maybe, in a different world with different chances, she could have been, and Ben could have been his son, and he most assuredly would have been a good father. It's not an actuality, obviously, but it's a lost hope. And he's facing what he thinks is the end of everything, and all he wanted was a legacy. Something or someone to remember him. Someone to say goodbye to. It was all he had.

...I was going to save all of these thoughts for my own journal? Oops. I'll still probably write it there anyway. xD

Anyway, thanks to my lovely television shows tonight I am EXHAUSTED. O_o

[elvensapphire.livejournal.com]

OH OH, also, Cas is the best ever and I haven't read any spoilers but if something happens to him, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO.

And remember, last season I was *thisclose* to giving up on the show because of the wayward writing (now I can't even remember why...), so it's not that I'm never critical of it. I just really like the way they've done this season, even though it's pretty wrenching. I like Sam more this year than I ever have before and I think that's a big part of it. /rambly

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

I think that the writers are afraid to do anything to Cas, because the fangirls will come there and kill everyone.

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

Well I feel pretty lame. LOL

You put that so beautifully that after reading (random: I originally wrote reeding, IDK why I needed to share that) this that I now look at it with new eyes and it does make sense to me a bit more. I still think it was kind of random, but the way you put it, you're right. He's literally at the 'end of his rope' and he will pretty much do whatever.

I'll remember you Dean.

NOW I WANT TO GIVE HIM A BIG HUG. ;______;

[elvensapphire.livejournal.com]

originally wrote reeding It's okay, because I wrote "set it out loud" instead of "said it out loud" and "set" makes no sense. xD WINCHESTERS FRY OUR BRAINS.

It was still a little random, but he just...he needed someone outside of himself and his personal circle of hell to connect with and say goodbye to.

I ALWAYS WANT TO GIVE HIM A BIG HUG. D: He needs us. We'll comfort him and make it bettah.

[midnightwhisper.livejournal.com]

Ooo you're clever! I didn't really think about last weeks episode and how it would have hurt Dean who we already knew was hurting. The poor boy. He needs a hug big time. :( But anywho, after reading your comment it totally feels less "Wtf that was random, did I miss a memo" haha.

[oohasparklie.livejournal.com]

Cas was AWESOME this ep. I loved how he smirked when he did the "goat's mouth" or whatever it was line, I was laughing so hard!

The cell phone thing was BRILLIANT.

[leggyslove.livejournal.com]

I never thought I would see Cas drunk. I wonder how many bottles it took?

[oohasparklie.livejournal.com]

Well, he did say he drank the whole store, so that many, I guess!

[claudiasharon.livejournal.com]

It was definitely weird. I haven't been following SPN so I was all "wtf" and stuff. But I decided I liked Cas. I hadn't actually seen him in an episode until now.

[coffeebits.livejournal.com]

my favorite moments were super hangovered Cas saying "i am an angel of the lord"
and "i found a liqueur store."
-"And?"
"And i drank it!"

like he drank the whole store xDDDD