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Oct. 18th, 2005 04:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bunnyloveI'm just. I dunno. I feel like I've lost some of my best friends, and I've basically just have had another nervous breakdown.
I'm just. Yeah.
No, this doesn't have to do with any people on here or that I know in RL. I'm really too upset to go into much detail at the moment, I just need to vent... or kill something.
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I'll just explane a bit, just so some of you don't think I'm b eing a drama queen or something.
Basically when we sold the house I grew up in a lot of stuff had to be put in storage. My baby blankets, my bears, a lot of my childhood possesions.
Since mum and I have been on hard times we havent' been able to pay a lot of bills, and still can't, but one of my mum's way to handle situations is to ignore it.
So I found out about half an hour ago that they've emptied the storage locker and sent everything to auction. This was a few months ago.
Bears I've had since the day I was born are gone and a lot of other things. Some I don't know about or care about, but it's the sentimental stuff that I'll never be able to get back or see.
I'm devistated.
I'm just. Yeah.
No, this doesn't have to do with any people on here or that I know in RL. I'm really too upset to go into much detail at the moment, I just need to vent... or kill something.
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I'll just explane a bit, just so some of you don't think I'm b eing a drama queen or something.
Basically when we sold the house I grew up in a lot of stuff had to be put in storage. My baby blankets, my bears, a lot of my childhood possesions.
Since mum and I have been on hard times we havent' been able to pay a lot of bills, and still can't, but one of my mum's way to handle situations is to ignore it.
So I found out about half an hour ago that they've emptied the storage locker and sent everything to auction. This was a few months ago.
Bears I've had since the day I was born are gone and a lot of other things. Some I don't know about or care about, but it's the sentimental stuff that I'll never be able to get back or see.
I'm devistated.
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Date: 2005-10-19 12:02 am (UTC)*HUGS*
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Date: 2005-10-19 12:08 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2005-10-19 12:08 am (UTC)I added a bit more to the post.
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Date: 2005-10-19 12:06 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 12:09 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 02:41 am (UTC)Can you go to the auction and get any of your stuff back if we all chip in some money?? I'll help if I can.
*hugs*
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Date: 2005-10-19 02:53 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 02:58 am (UTC)I am SO sorry this happened. Hey--I know it's not the same, but if you give me your addy, I'll send you a bear to start your collection over... *hugs*
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Date: 2005-10-19 02:54 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 02:59 am (UTC)And my offer is serious. You need a bear to hug.
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Date: 2005-10-19 12:53 am (UTC)I'm sorry to hear that.
I totally understand you with all the bears being sentimental-worthy.
But...
*hugs*
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Date: 2005-10-19 01:24 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2005-10-19 02:22 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 03:03 pm (UTC)I've lost many things through moves. My high school diploma for one :/
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Date: 2005-10-19 02:26 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 02:55 am (UTC)I'm just bitchy enough that if I were in your situation, I would have chewed her out for it enough to make her feel really badly.
I'm sorry this happened to you, Bonnie. I know how losing memorable pieces of life can be.
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Date: 2005-10-19 03:40 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 05:24 am (UTC)I don't know if it's possible, but...it's an idea.
((Hugs))
Donna
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Date: 2005-10-19 09:02 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 07:57 am (UTC)*hugs* I love you.
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Date: 2005-10-19 09:03 pm (UTC)They sent letters to us warning about it, but I guess mum never opened them.
I love you too. I'm just feeling like if you ever lost Rabbit or something. I couldn't even face going into work today.
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Date: 2005-10-19 08:03 am (UTC)Oh sweetheart *HUGS*
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Date: 2005-10-19 10:14 am (UTC)I don't think that you're being a drama queen at all. Losing things like that is like losing a part of your soul. I know this won't help much to make you feel better, but even though now you can't look at these things anymore, you have the memories, and those you'll never ever lose. *hugs*
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Date: 2005-10-19 02:56 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2005-10-20 07:34 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-20 10:44 am (UTC)Hon I know exactly how you feel. I felt that way when I came home from school one day when I was eight to find my mother had gone through the boxes in the garage and thrown out most of my toys.
A doll called 'Cuddles' whom I had since I was 1. Her leg was falling off, and she was dirty but I loved her with every fibre of my tiny being. And a teddy bear called Pinky which had been given to me in the hospital just after I was born.
I still feel horrible about those losses, still some slight resentment toward my mother for throwing them out. But you know what Bon? You have something that no one can EVER put up for auction. You have your memories. Memories of your old house, of your toys and of the special meanings they had to you. You'll never lose those. <3333
*smooches and sends you love*
♥minya