Bunny Love

It's Christmas and I keep trying to wrap my head around how the hell that happened. Another year almost done and a new one about to begin. It's scary how fast it comes and goes.

I'm a very lucky person despite all the heartache and depression I have to try and deal with on a day to day basis. I'm in relatively good health, my family is in good health; I have a roof over my head and food to eat on a daily basis. A lot of people around the world don't have that and all I can do right now is just hope that one day something will change for them and pray. I don't know how well that will work, but you have to have hope.

I had a great accomplishment this year; I graduated from high school after years of struggling with it. It's a big weight off my mind and I can now move forward and hopefully get into the program I want to at college.

Like any other year it's had it's ups and downs. This year has been particularly hard on me because I've lost a lot. In February we got news from our former upstairs neighbour that George had passed away. While she lived here George hanged out with us while she was at work and he was such a darling cat. It turns out George was sick from birth (the vets weren't sure with what) and he just wasn't meant to stay here very long. I know he had a great life and was very well loved.

The first huge blow was that I lost my girl, Coda in April. That whole week leading up to us putting her down was just hell, because deep down I knew that she wasn't doing well and it wasn't fair to keep her suffering. It was a heart wrenching decision that we had to make, but it was necessary. I know now she isn't in any pain and is doing well. It was just her time. I love you and I know you're alright.

This past July my other baby, Eowyn went missing. While I know it doesn't look good, I still have to hold out hope for something to happen. I just cannot accept that she may really be gone, it hurts my heart too much to think that. She is my first kitten I ever got and she is a crazy one. But I think all cats are crazy. :P Wherever you are I hope you are well and happy.

And just recently in November Sebastian has now gone missing. Even though he was never technically my cat, he still feels like part of the family. He basically moved in to our place since his mommy moved in next door almost two years ago. I hope he's alright and that he's just gone for a ride (he likes to get in people's cars). The first summer he came to live here he went missing for a month because he hitched a ride in a car and then wandered around a neighbourhood about 10 miles away. Luckily he was fine and someone recognized him from the local paper and he came home. I'm still holding out hope that this is the case again.

Despite my losses in kitties this year there are also some gains. In May gremmie_goo and I went down to the local shelter to look at kitties and I ended up with a Tinkerbell. Leann had sent me her link on Pet Finder a few weeks before hand and she was still there when we went to visit. When I saw her it just felt right and the rest is history. But there was something I didn't expect when I went to the shelter, I fell in love with two kitties. One they said wouldn't be good in a multiple cat home because he had to be King, so Leann and I plotted to adopt this cat for my dad who was moving into a new apartment in the middle of June. I knew I had to have this cat in my life as well as Tinkerbell, but I don't think we could handle three kitties (well four if you count Sebastian). Long story short the plan backfired and dad adamantly didn't want a kitty, in some ways I get and respect his choice. The loss of Jackson was a hard blow to him and it'll take time before he's ready. With the adoption already approved and paid for all that was left to go get the guy. I was hesitant at first, because I've never had more than two cats my whole life and the prospect of three was a bit daunting, but surprisingly (after a hospital visit and a week off of work for my mum) it all worked out and Moe is now a big (physically and mentally) part of our lives. I honestly couldn't see my life without him. The Gods work in odd ways, but I was obviously meant to have this cat.

This past year I met a great many new friends here on LJ through fandom and other means and I'm greatful for that. I wish all of you the best for the holiday and the coming new year. You all deserve the best and brightest. I wish I could give everyone a present or hugs, but unfortunately it's not really in my budget (being a Barista doesn't pay well, trust me LOL). I've grown closer to some of you over the past year and some have left. You know who you are and I won't say anything except that I hope you're well and happy. Even though fandom can get a bad rap sometimes it really is a remarkable thing how it can bring us together and how we can make true friends in unlikely places. I love you guys!

This Christmas won't be a huge one or a flashy one, but I'm happy with it all the same. I actually get to spend some of Christmas day with my dad which is nice because he got a later shift at his job for that day, so I get Christmas morning with my mum and dad and then mum and I are off to my aunts for Christmas dinner. Boxing day we're having brunch with my other aunt, uncle and cousins from Victoria. I haven't seen my cousins in years, so that'll be fun.

If you don't bother reading this whole entry then that's ok, I just had to get some of it out there. I hope you all have a Merry Christmas, you all deserve it!


This'll be the 5th Christmas using this banner. :D

She's home, mum and I went and picked her up around 4. Right now she's just sniffing around like a mad cat. Eowyn saw her through the carrier and just sniffed and didn't really make anything of it. Tinkerbell is actually the one who is hissing, I don't blame her though. She didn't like me picking her up, she just hissed and growled at me, but I wanted to show her where the box was, so now I'm just leaving her be.

Her carrier is set up in my room if she wants to go hide and that's about it. :) I hope Eowyn will be ok. I think she will, she has the rule of the house and I'm sure she'll bend Tink to her will. :P Sebastian won't meet her right now, that we want to save for later because he could do anything from ignore her or beat the living snot outta her. And he weighs a good 5-6 pounds more. Luckily we can just send him home if it's problem. XD

No pictures tonight, I think she has enough to deal with without me following her around with the camera.

NEW LAYOUT! I shall miss the boys, but I need something fresh for spring and something just fresh for myself. The first time I saw this pic of Alexis I just fell in love and I knew I had to do something with it.

This morning was a bit rough for me. I had just gotten up and I looked out the window to see Sebastian with a bird in his mouth. I ran out and he ran in, but luckily mum got the bird. The only problem was the bird flew into a window and was in shock. Poor thing. I just held it in my hand and hoped it would calm down. When it didn't fly away I started to lose it (I've had enough with animals dying the past week, thank you), so mum put it in a box with a towel and just put it up on a shelf. We left it alone for 15 minutes and then I took it back outside. I opened up the box and just stroked the birdy and it flew off, probably thinking it'll never come near here again. That's OK with me. I'm just happy it was alright (it even pooped in the box, but I don't blame it, I would too if I were it).

Today I treated myself to some new shoes (they were on sale! :D). They're black slip ons with silver skull and crossbones on them. Now can wear them with my Captain Jack and Will Turner t-shirts.

My dad bought a new/used laptop and he's never worked with Windows XP (his old one was running Windows 98 *shudder*), so he called me up asking how he turns it off. It was funny and cute at the same time.

Everyone should go vote for the bonus round over at spn_iconathon.

ladyminya!!! Keifter is on Conan O'Brien right now (it's an old interview) and he just threw himself into a Christmas tree. I immediately thought of you.

Now I go to bed.

I love it whenever gremmie_goo texts or calls me because I get to hear Dean singing REO Speedwagon. *le sigh*

About 20 minutes ago I received this call from my next door neighbour:

Me: Hello?
Mandy: Hi, Bonnie.
*insert small talk here*
Mandy: I'm actually calling to ask if you've seen Sebastian. He hasn't been home for a few days.
Me: O.o He's been over here, but he's been able come and go whenever he wants....
Mandy: Oh! I was starting to get really worried and I miss him.
Me: Well he's here now if you want to pick him up. *Sebastian walks across chest*
Mandy: I'll see you in a minute.

She came by and I gave her Sebastian. I feel terrible! We usually have a window open for Eowyn so she can come and go, and he usually comes in for a bit then leaves, but I had no idea he wasn't going home!!!

Is my house just a vortex for everything feline? I mean seriously. *headdesk*

Winter threw up in my backyard. Big time. AND IT WILL NOT STOP!

Before (this is yesterday at about 4 pm):


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And it's still snowing. I haven't seen it snow this much for a long time. I love it. It looks like I may not be going to school tomorrow. WOO!

Sebastian just spend 10 minutes crouched down staring at McGee. So now I have to keep an eye out every time I feed my fishie, or he'll be eaten. o.O

The reformatting of my computer went well, no hiccups that I can see. Now I just have to put back about 25 GB's of stuff I saved onto my HD, but now I have everything backed up if I ever need it. :)

Aunt Flo has stopped by to visit and since my emotions have been all over the map. Sad, happy, bouncy, good, anxious and just weird. I haven't been this moody for a long time.

I finished reading the Black Jewels Trilogy again. I love those books so much. Also Anne Bishop's new book Sebastian is out now as well. I have to go find a copy, it looks really good.

I gave Coda a bath yesterday, but was met with the ultimate revenge. She pee'd on me. I was just about to put her in the tub when I felt this warm stuff on my leg, sure enough she was dribbling down my leg. I guess she had to go before I put her in, but decided to let me have it. I've never had a cat pee on my before. I've had cats that have pee'd on my stuff, but not on me. It's a very interesting experience.

Last night dad took mum and I out to the Tomahawk for dinner. I always love their food, but they obviously made my burger after my mums. She had the mushroom burger and there were bits of mushroom on my burger. I'm allergic to mushrooms, so luckily I didn't eat a lot before I realized. I felt a little sick afterwards, but the were nice and remade my burger mushroom bits free.

I remade the layout for tonydinozzo and I'm thinking of doing one for bunny_pics.

On a fuzzy note, Eowyn and I had a small photo shoot this afternoon.



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