Bunny Love

I've been a bit sad the past few days, money, stress, you know, the usual. But today also marks three months since Eowyn went missing. I kinda am at a loss of what to do; we've put fliers up, ads in the newspaper, been to the shelters and checked with the vets and all that and nothing. I'm still not going to give up, stranger things have happened, it's just hard as time keeps moving forward and you don't have any news.

( I also went to my doctors )

The book store is putting up all their Christmas stuff, while I was walking out of the store they had some of crafts and ornaments on a shelf and some po pourri which smelled like Christmas trees. Oh, it was so good, I just wanted to stand there and inhale.

Hiro seems to be fitting in well although Moe and Tinkerbell can't quite figure out why they can't touch him. Moe was batting at the side of the tank yesterday. *facepalm*

I bought an elephant today.

I may sound a bit emo here, but if you could read this entry it'd make me happy.

This year.... I just really cannot put into words. There are so many things I want to forget and so little I want to cherish, sad but true and I really do hurt inside to think of some things that has gone on. I really still cannot put my head around what's happened. In my life, in my families lives, in my friends and in the world. I've grown so much as a person and in many different ways this year and I think I may be better for it. I'm not sure. I still have a lot of growing to do.

But one thing that has been constant through all of this is you guys. I honestly don't think I'd be here (I'm not talking suicide or anything like that) or at least part of me wouldn't be here without you guys. I know some of you knew exactly how I felt and some of you may not have known the full extent, but did feel my pain. Being homeless and evicted from 2 places in less than 4 months isn't easy, as well as being broke and on welfare most of the time. You guys really helped. And I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I know I may have been selfish and may not have been there for all of you as much as I should have, we all have our own battles to go through and if I wasn't there I'm truly sorry.

This Christmas for me will be hard, but I'm lucky in so many ways that others are not, so I am counting my blessings. This will be my first Christmas without a tree, so it'll feel kinda weird, but what I lack in tree's I have in love. Wow, how corny was that sentence? Compared to past Christmas's I'm hardly getting anything, but I don't care because there are more important things. although I'd still like Orlando buck nekkid in my bed Christmas morning.

If I had the power to give everyone what they wanted for Christmas I'd do it in a heart beat, but sadly I'm not God. *le sigh* I'm sorry I couldn't even send out many cards or even presents this year. My family is getting nothing but coffee this year because I can't afford to give them anything else. Please know that I have you all in my prayers and in my thoughts for this season and in the new year.

You are all angels in your own beautiful way. Thank you.


This'll be the 3rd Christmas I've used this banner on here, and I still love it to bits. *G*

I just spent about an hour and a half hanging Christmas lights up on the apple tree. It looks purdy.


*waits for everyone to ooooh and ahhhh*

Anyway, I was listening to my $4.99 Christmas CD and uploaded a few songs for you all. If anyone wants to upload some Christmas songs for me that would be nice too. :) ENJOY!!!

DOWNLOADS:
White Christmas - Bing Crosby (3:04)
Suzy Snowflake - Rosemary Clooney (2:39)
Santa Claus is Coming to Town - Frank Sanatra (2:34)
What Child Is This? - Mahalia Jackson (4:16)
Christmas in New Orleans - Louis Armstrong (2:54)
Frosty The Snowman - Gene Autry (1:54)
O Come All Ye Faithful - Bing Crosby (3:10)

Ho-Ho-Ho

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STEP TWO
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There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

MY LIST

1. Anything from my Amazon wishlist
2. an apple scented candle
3. A donation in any amount to your local SPCA or Animal Shelter
4. MARKERS!!! Maybe not that set (but that is my dream set), but any Prismacolor set is good (or hell, smelly felts if you can't afford Prismacolor). ^_^
5. A Captain Jack Sparrow icon. :D
6. Ice Bat. ^_^
7. Canon EOS-1D Mark II Precioussssssssss........
8. A flower or leaf from your neck of the woods
9. You're love, friendship and good wishes/prayers.
10. For my life to get back on track and to get into some normalcy. For my mum to feel better and get really good at her job. Then we may be ok. We're already taking the steps to get to this process, but it will be a very long and hard one. I would love to live in a house (well we do, but it's just basement suit) or a condo of our own. Just having space to do whatever we want with it. I would love a pale pink bed room. :)